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Fading Lullaby

Fading Lullaby

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Far away the time when
Simple words uttered
in my ears, appeased me.
A time when I knew how to
close my eyes without a worry.

The enchanting symphony
of my mother's soothing voice
reasoning through my mind
warming my very heart and soul
For one moment making me whole.

The calming swinging motion
within your mother's arms
A gentle touch , a reassuring presence
A neverending voyage through
the kingdom of endless dreams.


Lately my life motion is set
on a circulary nightmare
A demoralizing, soul crunching maze
The warmth of tender arms has been
shifted for a cold, suffocating grasp.

The once sweet symphony
has lost of its majesty
the vibrant notes were cast away
One by one as the days amassed
to make room for an oppressing silence.

A plunge into nothingness
into the cold embrace of emptiness
A fall through a botomless pit
From the mirthful moments as a child
My life has been a fading lullaby.
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Fading Lullaby August 23 28 comments 26 favourites
A somewhat very true reflection over my life. Deception is simply a huge part of who I am.

Little Drop

Little Drop

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Little drop of misery
Falling tardily down my cheek
Bringer of a twisted memory
Bearer of everything bleak.

Little drop of anger
Exploding out of my pore
The painful burning passenger
Ending up crashing on the floor.

Little leak from my poor soul
drop by drop disappearing
Heart crushing, burned out cold
Massively hope consuming.

Little mind twisting drop
I have feared you all my life
Dreaded to let you pop
out of eye, a violent strife.

I'm resolute now to embrace you
Bless my life with this tear
Let the emotions pull through
For I now have none I fear.  
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Little Drop October 29 23 comments 23 favourites
A little poem about something as simple as a tear...

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Muse Il me paraît que des années ont passées
Depuis que mon âme s'est enfouie
Dans l'inimitié, dans la peur de l'intimité
Depuis que mon dernière passion s'est flétrie.

D'innombrables jours vécus seul, sans personne
Une dépression consumant tout mon être,
Ne laissant qu'une existence mollassonne
Ou toute inspiration fut condamnée à disparaître.

Plus un mot déposé sur cette feuille de papier,
Un blocage frustrant, une perte de repère
Mon âme en perdition de toute beauté
Qui de jour en jour se désespère.

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Le désMuse by ~ChildrenOfPain
Addiction L'être humain est enclin à l'addiction
A un attachement sans limite, sans égard
A une perte de contrôle vers l'aliénation
Menant fatalement au corbillard.

L'addiction est souvent signe de faiblesse
De plongeon inconscient dans l 'obscurité
D'un manque temporaire de sagesse
D'un esprit sombrant dans la fatalité.  

Seulement parfois, l'addiction est salvatrice
Une bouée de sauvetage inespérée
une brise apaisante, libératrice
Dans laquelle on se laisse enlacer.

La dépendance peut se vivre pleinement
Et posséder un effet grandiose
Un état dAddiction by ~ChildrenOfPain
Defining Moment Life rarely shows kindness
A constant strife against depression
A bitter, ominous plunge into biterness
Longing for a sudden inception.

Then comes the unexpected,
Out of nowhere you're thrown a bone
A lifeline to cling on to, unsuspected
That will set a whole new tone.


Eerie how sometimes you feel,
That one particular event feels right
A gut feeling hard to conceal
Not a doubt or hidden plight.

Never Had I imagined getting caught,
So quickly into trusting in another
Without feeling dazzled, distraught  
A testament to who you are, what you empower.

Now I long to know you better,
Break the bad gDefining Moment by ~ChildrenOfPain
By my Side The power of having someone,
To trust, share, admire... love even
Is so undervalued and often undone
Misconcept of a human burden.

Alas I admit to have shared this vision
Of a never achievable bond,
Lost faith in any human interaction
And everything that goes beyond.

But then you came into my life
And washed away the doubt
Never before have I felt so rife
My emotions are no longer worn out.

So many sleepless nights,
So many hopeless fights,
My life choices were inadequate
Before the two of us met.

A new glimmer of hope now rises,
Casting away the countless disguises
Behind which I grew used to hide
Trust is By my Side by ~ChildrenOfPain
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Benjamin
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Journal Entry: Sun Feb 20, 2011, 1:32 AM
It's been such a while... I know!

Hey everyone!

I hope you guys are all ok and than life is kind to you in these days. I just wanted to come up with some news since I've not been as active as I used to these past months.

Work in the laboratory is very fulfilling and I'm having a blast working on HIV-2 though I probably push myself too much and am doing some crazy hours! The people in the lab are just some of the nicest people I've met and it makes it even easier to come to work everyday, the students are fun to work with and the 'bosses' are very esy to get along with and very often happy to help you in case you need it which is not found in every lab so I'm grateful for that.

In terms of 'non working life' it's going ok these last few months even though I've been feeling tired since the lab has taken a huge toll over my life and spare time. I aboslutely miss my gutar which has become not more than a temporary escape from routine as much as for writing which I dearly miss... Anytime I can I'm putting some thoughts on the paper and if they are complete I share them with you here but it's been quite slow these days.

I hope you all guys are well! You take care!

Ben


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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Anathema - Are You There
  • Reading: Virology Articles
  • Watching: Nothin
  • Playing: Santana - Samba Pa Ti
  • Eating: Nope
  • Drinking: Water
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Confession Slowly dancing
Upon the ceiling
My hopes swam into grave deception,
Erasing their colours
and embracing the lust of redemption.

With my head on the ground
and burying my feet in the sky,
I leave my conscience shatter all around,
While my sins lie in a silence so profound...
Forever, in dust they lie.

Thoughts fade my body in that lost corner,
Unto grace the prays grimy shout over
The infected ceiling, where helpless desires once became dew.
Voices write about how those opaque aspirations flew
To the coal ending called sky,
Beside a summer of memories, broke lively into a lie.

Black birds with no shape
Levitate, levitat
Confession
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Okay So i've always meant to critique one of Pinksolace's poems so I thought... What the heck not do it now? Okay so very common aspe...

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Avant Le Voyage Rough English translation below


Le char doré de Phébus noircit lentement
Coule une larme, s'éclipse un adieu haï.
Les silhouettes se fadent, fantômes blancs,
Et me volent un passé de bonheur tant chéri.

Les tourments m'enveloppent d'une robe grise
Lorsque je vois cet ultime visage aimé.
Je souris, un mensonge doux comme la brise
Le sable s'écoule, c'est le moment dernier.

Mes yeux s'attardent sur ce visage serein
Craignant l'oubli, j'apprends les détails un à un
Mais l'autre contrée m'attend, c'est ma destinée.

Orphée, réveille-moi du réel ca
Avant Le Voyage
by ~jneen8

First of all I might precise that The critique is going to be based on the French version of this poem called 'Avant Le Voyage'. I mu...

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~creative-dagger Jul 5, 2011
Hello Master! How are you!!!?
Sorry I've not talked to you in soooooo long!!!
Guess who passed her first year of architecture with her awesomeness :D?!
How's things?
I miss my ukulele man aha :P:D
Hopefully you get this!
I don't have your mobile number anymore because I had a little accident with my phone and a pool *-):P:D

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Click my name! You know yah want too! :D

I promise you your not going to get any bugs or anything! I'm just asking in a wierd way to look at my gallery pleeeeaaaaseee :D <3

With my paintbrush and my pencil I'll open the door to my happy place..:heart:
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*gemdedude Jun 9, 2011
Happy bday! :hug:

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Mood: Love *MiaCherri Jun 9, 2011
Happy b-Day my wonderful sweet friend :cuddle: :cake: :party: :iconcakeplz: :iconcaekplz:

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~jneen8 Jun 9, 2011
Ben!! Joyeux anniversaire!! Que du bonheur :)
Tu me manques! Comment vas-tu? Quoi de neuf?
Bisous :heart:

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*xXnillaXx May 27, 2011
ben r u alive
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~ChildrenOfPain May 28, 2011
I am alive but i'm working a lot lately. Plus My skype is bugging so i can't connect there anymore...

How have you been lately? Enjoying your holidays?

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~ChildrenOfpain~
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*xXnillaXx May 28, 2011
:( thats no good

I'm fine although my plan of reading an drawing its being thrown to the trash my niece and nephew are with me 24/7
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~ChildrenOfPain May 29, 2011
Kick them in the groin and run then! jajajaja

Well shame for you then :P I have maybe one week and a half more of crazy work after that it will be better I guess :)

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*xXnillaXx May 29, 2011
P.S i miss u
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~schamelon Apr 15, 2011
i miss you!

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~ChildrenOfPain Apr 16, 2011
Yeah Me too Sarah! You're never on Skype anymore!

Were have you been? I hope you're doing well :) I've been super busy with the lab lately but I hope we can catch up soon!

Take good care of you tiny feet vegy girl :D

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~schamelon Apr 16, 2011
yeah, i don't get on any instant messenger anymore. =\
i've just been busy with school and such.
things are rough here, but they're okay too, i suppose.
how are things with you??

you take care now you crazy, bearded, one-armed monster! :brushteeth:

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~ChildrenOfPain Apr 18, 2011
Rough ? I hope you're alright through all that. And if you still need anything my door never closed itself you're still most welcome :)

Even if not on an instant messenger tool, just a message here or a mail is fine :P

For my part I'm swamped with work in the lab I'm doing at the moment 9am - 8pm days so i'm very exhausted but it's very interesting and even through tireness I'm having a blast!

I hope you're doing ok Sarah! :hug: :brushteeth:

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*xXnillaXx Apr 4, 2011
miss ya a lot
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~jneen8 Dec 31, 2010
Hey Ben!! Happy New Year :D

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